Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259 personaj\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc oxucuya \u00e7atd\u0131rmal\u0131yd\u0131m. S\u0259hn\u0259 bel\u0259 idi \u2013 q\u0259hr\u0259man q\u0259rar\u0131n astanas\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; i\u00e7ind\u0259 iki s\u0259s \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, biri onu ir\u0259liy\u0259, dig\u0259ri geriy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. M\u0259nim i\u015fim bu daxili \u00e7\u0259ki\u015fm\u0259ni ka\u011f\u0131za k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 bel\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m: \u201cT\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0259hn\u0259nin bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ifad\u0259si d\u00fczg\u00fcn idi, hissi izah edirdi. Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 narahatl\u0131q vard\u0131. Sanki n\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131 \u2013 s\u00f6zl\u0259r vard\u0131, hiss yox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra yenid\u0259n oxudum. V\u0259\u2026 sildim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yerin\u0259 bel\u0259 yazd\u0131m: \u201cPill\u0259k\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Bir aya\u011f\u0131 qabaqdak\u0131 pill\u0259d\u0259, biri arxada.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hissin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim. B\u0259d\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259rars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 qalan\u0131n\u0131 oxucuya buraxd\u0131m. V\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey oldu: s\u0259hn\u0259 bird\u0259n diri oldu. \u00c7\u00fcnki indi oxucu sad\u0259c\u0259 oxumurdu \u2013 o, q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcc\u00fc yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z deyil, yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u00f6z\u00fcn bitdiyi yerd\u0259 oxucunun t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fc ba\u015flay\u0131r. Bo\u015fluq is\u0259 onu tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131dan i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131ya \u00e7evirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hissi ad\u0131 il\u0259 dem\u0259k \u2013 onu z\u0259ifl\u0259tm\u0259kdir. \u201cA\u011flad\u0131\u201d yazanda oxucu sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259lumat al\u0131r. Amma \u201c\u0259lini st\u0259kana uzatd\u0131, toxunmadan geri \u00e7\u0259kdi\u201d yazanda oxucu hiss edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q bir vaxtdan sonra c\u00fcml\u0259 qurmaqdan daha \u00e7ox c\u00fcml\u0259 silm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrilir. H\u0259r art\u0131q s\u00f6z\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259k \u2013 oxucuya bir az daha yer a\u00e7maqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\nOxucuya g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. O, bo\u015flu\u011fu \u00f6z\u00fc dolduracaq. S\u00f6z\u00fcn qoydu\u011fu izi onun t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fc tamamlayacaq. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259zif\u0259si h\u0259r \u015feyi dem\u0259k deyil, oxucuya bir i\u015f\u0131q tutmaq v\u0259 geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n
Bu, ancaq yaz\u0131ya aid deyil. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yatda da \u0259n d\u0259rin ba\u011flar s\u00f6zl\u0259 yox, s\u00fckutla qurulur. \u018fn yax\u0131n oldu\u011fumuz insanla b\u0259z\u0259n saatlarla dan\u0131\u015fmadan otururuq \u2013 v\u0259 o s\u00fckutda bir-birimizi bir gec\u0259lik s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131r\u0131q. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u00f6z b\u0259z\u0259n hissi darald\u0131r; s\u00fckut is\u0259 ona yer a\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u0259s h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda s\u00fckutun s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox \u015fey s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi bir an olubmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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